"I'm not going to smile." I teased. He just tried even harder. "I like it when you smile." "Why?" "Cause you're beautiful when you smile." It had become a game now and I was choosing to be stubborn and not give in to letting him see me smile. It was not easy. "I'm still pretty … Continue reading 4 Responses to Fear and How to Overcome Triggers
I could feel the soft pull on my nipple and let down as my twelve month old suckled in the early morning hour, the soft yellow of the rising sun. I half dozed as he nuzzled in close, and I was cherishing this sweet bond between mother and son, enjoying the sweet flow of life … Continue reading The Shelter
CRASH!!!! CRASH!!!! CRASH!!!! The locked door bowed in and creaked as my husband repeatedly slammed all of his weight against it. I sat on the toilet, stunned. I could hardly think as all my senses attuned to the cracking door and I focused my gaze on the door knob. I could see the wood around … Continue reading CRASH!
Have you ever been a people pleaser? You know, done or said something not because you want to, but because you know it will make another person happy or fulfilled even if it is highly inconvenient for you? I was a huge people pleaser growing up. I thought it was the right thing to do, … Continue reading Questions
"He's calling! Turn off the radio! Everyone, Be Quiet!!!" I shouted to my Sisters, Mom, and Grammy as my cell phone trilled. An instant silence over took the mini van as they obeyed. I flipped open the small device, "Hello" I muttered into speaker. "Hi, I got off early, I'm on my way home." the … Continue reading Be Quiet!